Good Memories Don't Want to Die lyrics

Trust me, I really want to live Without constant fear That you will want something from me But always when I try really hard I give up Good memories don't want to die The rope is getting tighter And the pain's coming along So why do I suppress the bad things As if nothing was wrong? I no longer want To pretend, to distort reality But always when I try really hard Good memories still don't want to die The rope is getting tighter And the pain's coming along So why do I suppress the bad things As if nothing was wrong? And I don't even think this way I deserve something better I guess some part of my dream Still goes on while I'm awake Oh, no, don't go too far It's so dark out there, my love You might get lost Come, I'll tuck you in I will cuddle you to sleep now I am screaming silently again All good memories Guardians of morality The rope is getting tighter And the pain's coming along So why do I suppress the bad things As if nothing was wrong? And I don't even think this way I deserve something better I guess some part of my dream Still goes on while I'm awake Please wake me up Ah-ah, ah-ah