Undertow lyrics

So far from the life I've known, it's packed in bags Sitting at the doorway of my future, wana travel back Feeling flooded by the current coming in the new world that I'm set to live It's been building up but now it's caving in I wana be the best I can Without all it caving in I wana just give myself a new start But I feel like I'm trapped again Fighting my head again Need to escape before I fall apart I'm drowning But the water surrounding me is calming I can't speak You never listen, so insistent on talking And I don't know why I'm going out of my mind I've lost control of my decisions, now I'm stuck in a bind I'm waiting For the tides to turn and take me by morning So much noise and it's all surrounding me I can't escape the fate of living inside this reality Consequences from the lack of senses Lead to certain kinds of tensions Now I'm fucked up in the head from all the questions I wana be the best I can Without all it caving in I wana just give myself a new start But I feel like I'm trapped again Fighting my head again Need to escape before I fall apart I'm drowning But the water surrounding me is calming I can't speak You never listen, so insistent on talking And I don't know why I'm going out of my mind I've lost control of my decisions, now I'm stuck in a bind I'm waiting For the tides to turn and take me by morning And I don't know why I'm going out of my mind I've lost control of my decisions, now I'm stuck in a bind I can't speak! I'm caving in! I'm drowning But the water surrounding me is calming I can't speak You never listen, so insistent on talking And I don't know why I'm going out of my mind I've lost control of my decisions, now I'm stuck in a bind I'm waiting For the tides to turn and take me by morning