Deathbed lyrics

Get it out my head Is it me or you instead Is it him or me who's bad What Am I to you Don't you see how much I'm hurt Show you love, but I'm just dirt What am I to you I'm no puppet, out my face I just need some love But I don't wanna go I just wanna stay Cuddle you all night Make me wanna fucking fade Make me wanna choke to death in my own sleep Kill myself, I'm so lonely Death And I'm sorry That I fucked up like I always do Commitment issues, what it do I'm hiding in my bed And I'm sorry Don't you see how much I love you fool Your blindness fucks up everything Just stay away from me And I'm sorry I don't want to pretend these things I know you still like him That's cool But I don't wanna go I just wanna stay Cuddle you all night Make me wanna fucking fade Make me wanna choke to death in my own sleep Kill myself, I'm so lonely Death (x110)