My Worst lyrics

Spent the last year with my thoughts Doing yoga and a detox Drinking green tea and I stopped watching TV I thought that I was doing better My demons were waiting for the Right chance to come right back Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well Nothing ever lasts forever My dominoes in a row Watch me knock 'em over Only one way I can go At the top of the roller-coaster When things are at their best I become my worst You can't break my heart if I break it first I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt 'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, eh, yeah I become my worst, my worst, my worst When I'm stressed out, I get busy Forget to eat, get real skinny Then I worry that I'm wasting Half my twenties being worried Building up my hearts of cards Watch me knock it over It's like I wanna fall apart At the top of the roller-coaster When things are at their best I become my worst You can't break my heart if I break it first I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt 'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, eh, yeah I become my worst, my worst, my worst Cross my fingers, hope to die Swear that it will be different this time When things are at their best, I become my worst You can't break my heart if I break it first I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt 'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so I become my worst, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah, eh, yeah I become my worst, my worst, my worst, oh I become my worst, my worst, oh, yeah I become my worst, mmh