Disappear lyrics

My brain turns to dust My friends feeling touched Their hard work paid of Killed by my own trust Their little group of four Forever and ever more I have a feeling That i'm being left behind I loved the way you loved me But i hate the way you cared Your eyes make me feel surrounded I hate the way you stared I love it when i'm not around you I love it when you're near You spin me 'round in circles You make me disappear So i'll disappear Disappear Disappear A fresh new start You're running from your problems But if i don't they'll consume me And then construct a new me Trying to turn off my mind I want to be distracted Nothings ever lasted That's not what i mean I'm turning green From my jealousy I want me to be her Cause you want me to be her She's with you the way that we were I loved the way you loved me But i hate the way you cared Your eyes make me feel surrounded I hate the way you stare I love it when i'm not around you I love it when you're near You spin me 'round in circles You make me disappear So i'll disappear Disappear Disappear Disappear Disappear