Double lyrics

どうでもいいdou demo ii そんな顔してsonna kao shite よきせぬ雨に心濡らすyoki senu ame ni kokoro nurasu 闇を顔に塗りたくりyami o kao ni nuritakuri 光を目に宿しhikari o me ni yadoshi 生きた心地などせずにikita kokochi nado sezu ni It doesn't matterIt doesn't matter With a face like as if saying thatWith a face like as if saying that You wet your heart with the unexpected rainYou wet your heart with the unexpected rain Smearing your face with darknessSmearing your face with darkness Harbouring light in your eyesHarbouring light in your eyes Not feeling like you're aliveNot feeling like you're alive ねえnee 何もかも慣れてくのかなnanimo kamo nareteku no kana 昨日までの溢れる涙もkinou made no afureru namida mo 騙してたdamashiteta 隠してたんだkakushitetanda 壊れそうな自分をkoware sou na jibun o もうこのままバレないでmou kono mama bare naide 自分を騙してjibun o damashite クールに胸を焦がしてkuuru ni mune o kogashite HeyHey I wonder if we get used to everythingI wonder if we get used to everything Even the tears that used to flow till yesterdayEven the tears that used to flow till yesterday DeceivingDeceiving I was hidingI was hiding My own self who was about to breakMy own self who was about to break I guess I won't reveal it nowI guess I won't reveal it now And keep deceiving myselfAnd keep deceiving myself Charring my chest in a cool mannerCharring my chest in a cool manner この迷いをどうすればいいのかkono mayoi o dou sureba ii no ka もうわからないからmou wakaranai kara わからなくていいwakaranakute ii リスクがあるからrisuku ga aru kara 高鳴る心臓を感じられるtakanaru shinzou o kanjirareru 信じた道をshinjita michi o What to do with this hesitationWhat to do with this hesitation I don't knowI don't know So I don't have to knowSo I don't have to know Because of the riskBecause of the risk I can feel my throbbing heartI can feel my throbbing heart I'll go the down the road I believe inI'll go the down the road I believe in 癒しの傘は差さなかったiyashi no kasa wa sasanakatta ヘッドライトに胸を暗く深くすかされてheddoraito ni mune o kuraku fukaku sukasareta そっちは違うよsocchi wa chigau yo いたずらに天使や悪魔が耳元で冷たく囁くitazura ni tenshi ya akuma ga mimimoto de tsumetaku sasayaku I didn't hold the umbrella of solaceI didn't hold the umbrella of solace My heart was thinned out dark and deep by the headlightsMy heart was thinned out dark and deep by the headlights That's the wrong directionThat's the wrong direction Angels and devils whisper coldly in my ear for funAngels and devils whisper coldly in my ear for fun 圧迫する心臓のオペラappaku suru shinzou no opera アスファルトを叩くオーケストラの雨asufaruto o tataku ookesutora no ame 息もできなくなるほどiki mo dekinakunaru hodo 生きてる匂いがしたikiteru nioi ga shita 世界を繋ぐように微笑むsekai o tsunagu you ni hohoemu The heart's opera pressuring meThe heart's opera pressuring me The orchestra of rain that hits the asphaltThe orchestra of rain that hits the asphalt It smelt like I was aliveIt smelt like I was alive So much so that I can't breatheSo much so that I can't breathe And I smile as if to connect the worldAnd I smile as if to connect the world ねえnee 何もかも慣れてくのかなnanimo kamo nareteku no kana 昨日までの溢れる涙もkinou made no afureru namida mo 騙してたdamashiteta 隠してたんだkakushitetanda 壊れそうな自分をkoware sou na jibun o もうこのままバレないでmou kono mama bare naide 自分を騙してjibun o damashite クールに胸を焦がしてkuuru ni mune o kogashite I wonder if we get used to everythingI wonder if we get used to everything Even the tears that used to flow till yesterdayEven the tears that used to flow till yesterday DeceivingDeceiving I was hidingI was hiding My own self who was about to breakMy own self who was about to break I guess I won't reveal it nowI guess I won't reveal it now And keep deceiving myselfAnd keep deceiving myself Charring my chest in a cool mannerCharring my chest in a cool manner 今は何も力はなくてima wa nanimo chikara wa nakute だが空虚なよまいごとじゃないdaga kuukyo na yomaigoto janai 抱きしめてdakishimete 抱きしめていてdakishimeteite 崩れそうな心をkuzure sou na kokoro o どうでもいいdou demo ii 今はまだima wa mada 理解されなくていいrikai sarenakute ii クールに心燃やしてkuuru ni kokoro moyashite Now I don't have any powerNow I don't have any power But these are not empty nonsenseBut these are not empty nonsense EmbraceEmbrace Keep embracingKeep embracing Your heart that's about to breakYour heart that's about to break It doesn't matterIt doesn't matter For nowFor now It doesn't have to be understoodIt doesn't have to be understood Burning my heart in a cool mannerBurning my heart in a cool manner この迷いをどうすればいいのかkono mayoi o dou sureba ii no ka もうわからないからmou wakaranai kara わからなくていいwakaranakute ii リスクがあるからrisuku ga aru kara 高鳴る心臓を感じられるtakanaru shinzou o kanjirareru 信じた道をshinjita michi o 迷う方角へmayou hougaku e