Don't want to be an actor lyrics

I wonder and I search Who is the man I always show, at my home or in the church Help me I want to know Could there be a difference that depends on where I am What I do will make sense, I'll show them what I can I don't want to wear a religious mask Prepare me to perform your task I don't want to be an actor What I want is to be real I don't want to be an actor Clean my heart so I can feel your presence I'll be the one they expect me to be, I do the things I always do, but now I will be free Send me I want to go