Choir lyrics

There's a choir behind me Egging me on Placing their bets and hoping I'll do no wrong I'll do no wrong There's a guy inside me Biding his time Standing in line and waiting for me to fall For me to fall Self-preservation threatens us all Health deterioration comes to us all There's a fag beside me Waiting to be lit Trying to trick me And make me forget I've quit I forget I've quit I take a risk everyday when I get up Do I try harder? Or continue to fuck up Fuck up There's a bear in my bed Wanting to be loved Eyes like marbles All he needs is a hug My beginner's luck is wearing thin I'll need to rely on skill if I'm going to win I'm going to win