Four Cigarettes lyrics

you are the end, you are the light, you are the reason I'm up late tonight I think about you sleeping with your legs on my side of the bed and you're dreaming putting up a fight against the world and what we know is right we'll break away somehow I'll be running at your side we need to get away get away to someplace that nobody's ever bothered about and everything we do and everything we say will be the first time it's ever happened that way we're four cigarettes away from having to leave the house got to make them last till the sun goes down waiting for the dark so we can come to life waiting for a laugh or lightening to strike and I just remembered I've forgot where I am just had a nightmare that I stopped dreaming so what happened there? and where did that go? I've sweated out ambition done with longing gone fishing in a river that is dry through a land that is age-ing de-accelerating, quietly deflating you know I'm trying to find my way I cant remember luck, I can't remember luck I remember failure, after failure after failure, I'm drinking too much, I'm running away