Twenty Years lyrics

If I could have seen just how easy It would be to fall in love with what's around me If would have known just how lightly I'd get thrown into the water I want to drown in Lady the rain falls Lady the pains gone If I could have seen just how easy It would be to get lost in what's around me I would have been crying What's it like to finally see the sun After twenty years of trying to be okay. If I would have tried maybe I'd have felt secure Instead of hanging on your reply. If I would have saved the little day that we had left If i could have learned to behave Lady the rain falls Lady the pains gone If I could have seen just how easy It would be to get lost in what's around me I would have been crying What's it like to finally see the sun After twenty years of trying to be okay The pain can be deadly But it seems that I have made it out Before it had the chance to get me I made it safe