Not The Life lyrics

Feel my heart Do you think that it's cold? 'Cause something inside me Is rearranging Not again Who am I with today I won't remember It doesn't matter This is not the life I wanna live This is not the man I wanna be Help me stand Otherwise I might fall And tell everyone here I'm not always like this There's still time I'll explain later I know you won't You never do Oh but I'll leave after this (I wanna feel) I don't want to (I wanna feel) I don't want to think