Atypical lyrics

I keep on waiting Yeah, I should've known I'm wired for heartache It's in my zone Yeah, you keep on trying But you should know I'm not one for changing, atypical I've been trying to find the way about myself, it ain't easy I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards I've been dealt I've been trying to find the way to help myself 'cause I'm bleeding I've been trying to find me, I've been trying to find me Every time I put the past behind Somebody comes to press rewind Every time I put the past behind Somebody comes to press rewind I've been trying to find me Ain't easy, ain't easy Ain't easy, ain't easy Ain't easy, ain't easy Ain't easy Can I hit pause for a minute Just until my tears have dried? Going insane, a sip of the drink Somebody get me out I'm looking to God for an answer But it's only up to me Trying to change, what can I say? I've been trying to find the way about myself, it ain't easy I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards I've been dealt I've been trying to find the way to help myself 'cause I'm bleeding I've been trying to find me, I've been trying to find me Every time I put the past behind Somebody comes to press rewind Every time I put the past behind Somebody comes to press rewind I've been trying to find me Press rewind, rewind Press rewind, rewind Press rewind, rewind Press rewind I keep on waiting Yeah, I should've known I'm wired for heartache It's in my zone Yeah, you keep on trying But you should know I'm not one for changing, atypical