Present. If, Then... lyrics

Did I really sin? Should I suffer these bleedings within? All of my body lying stigmatised Beneath my skin - A flood oversized - Baptised - sacrificed - Cannibalised! I know now that every man Hash is deadly sins Based on the scale of his Own hollow conscience Will everyone feel The bleeding, deadly touch? Or was eight just a number Too much? Soul transition, pain ignition - Blood corruption! What if my reasons to believe Have turned invalid? What is desire to deceive Have proven solid? What if I missed The difference of Ecstatic and fanatic? What if?...What if?... What if.....then…?