Crush lyrics

Early mourning, tears with warning Drinking coffee to avoid sleep I know that when I close my eyes The spirit of you will arise It's no wonder that I nearly died Windshield pieces in the creases of my jacket I collapse I know that when I close my eyes The spirit of you will arise It's no wonder that I nearly died For all of the tears that I cried I wish that it kept you alive That's why I take pills by the pile Shattered pelvis, leg in plaster I remember everything I know that when I close my eyes The spirit of you will arise It's no wonder that I nearly died For all of the tears that I cried I wish that it kept you alive I guess God is not on my side