Be Mean, It's Kinder Than Crying lyrics

It seems I've done a terrible thing I've loosened the strings That kept us together It is fine of course you are meant to be mad I expected that When I started lying I could have shown you All the parts where I am broken All the paths I have not chosen That left me here I know I've done a terrible thing I've lived in my sins And begged for forgiveness It is fine of course you don't have to give in Be angry, be mean It's kinder than crying It felt so lovely To be beautiful in secret Where nobody else could see it I know you did Sorry baby I am I was not in my head Sorry baby I am I am not who I was back then