A Million Crises lyrics

So I try to reach for the window sight, another Sunday bright But the fever makes me weak for light, I think I'll stay in bed 'til night I can't tell by words but it's time to search and replace In despair and out of command I'm close to collapse As my needs are breaking down my defence, corroding to erase My intense and fervent thirst improves my will to fight Like a million crises banging inside, and forcing me to attend It's the common way of the symptoms that I provide I can't tell by words but it's time to search and replace In despair and out of command I'm close to collapse Neither daystar nor the moonlight appears to aspire And I swallow all these lies, they'll become my disguise