home lyrics

Maybe I should go outside I been worried ‘bout my health, ay I need you to show me love Don’t know how to love myself, ay I don’t wanna fall in love Lovers always disappoint me Feeling like I’ve had enough Feeling like I’ll just avoid it I’ve been here for oh so long Hiding where I don’t belong With necessary distractions And all my deadly attractions I just can’t find satisfaction In this home of mine My happiness is never lasting I hide the pain I wear a mask with A painted smile, that’s my fashion In this home of mine I feel so lost In this home of mine I feel so trapped inside this place I feel so lost In this home of mine I feel so trapped inside this place Maybe I should go outside I been worried ‘bout my health, ay I need you to show me love Don’t know how to love myself, ay I don’t wanna fall in love Lovers always disappoint me Feeling like I’ve had enough Feeling like I’ll just avoid it I’ve been here for oh so long Hiding where I don’t belong With necessary distractions And all my deadly attractions I just can’t find satisfaction In this home of mine My happiness is never lasting I hide the pain I wear a mask with A painted smile, that’s my fashion In this home of mine