Downward lyrics

I am drowning Going to the bottom Downward Downward Hold tight on my hands And throw me back Say it over and let me die, Really die this time Let me die Let me sink (More and more) Let me sink Let me drown in tears deep My lost love My love is dead and buried Do not worry, I did everything I could, but But now I 'm... I am drowning Going to the bottom Downward Downward Hold tight on my hands And throw me back Say it over and let me die, Really die this time Let me die Even if you are nodding and saying “goodbye” I can not let go The strings that bind me to you I can not free myself from you I gotta get out of this war Get it all Once for all Once for all I have struggled for so long (You know I did) Against myself I’ve just tried to contain myself I am drowning Going to the bottom Downward Downward Hold tight on my hands And throw me back Say it over and let me die, Really die this time Let me die I want to let you in, But I still have my childish fears That me choke and kill me slowly