Not Sober lyrics

It starts with a quiver A thought provoke shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me The comfort of my home Now feels like a prison My thoughts lacking reason No one loves me, no one loves me I'm afraid of the dark When I'm alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober I'm not sober I'm not sober I lie 'cause I'm shameful My movements weaken, I stall A complete lost of control I'm a failure, I'm a failure It's like taking the beating Hung from the ceiling Your fear is only a feeling But it's painful, why is it painful? I'm afraid of the dark When I'm alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober I'm not sober I'm afraid of the dark When I'm alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober I'm not sober It starts with a quiver A thought provoke shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me