Fake Smile lyrics

I feel like I'm gonna choke if I don't say it out loud Tear me apart and act like you never let me down You never apologise 'cause you're alway right And I crawl back to you every time we fight What a shame I went just too far away Put you on top and now I don't know which road I should take My mistake I should have learned by now not to trust this fake smile anyway I regret giving songs to you I don't mind those sad chords But words are my soul, words are my hope I lost my glow Tried to fit in your requirements You've always been stubborn Did you know this? I think you don't notice What a shame I went just too far away Put you on top and now I don't know which road I should take My mistake I should have learned by now not to trust this fake smile anyway