Apostle lyrics

You say it's time to put away the bottle I don't remember what you said I will take you in as my apostle 'Cause I love us in our bed I'm hold I'm hold I'm holding on to you Threw the door in your face again You're closer to me than my own skin You know this cold is so ingrained And the words are wearing thin I'm hold I'm hold I'm holding on to you I know it's time to put away the bottle I remember what you said I will take you in as my apostle I don't want to end up dead I'm hold I'm hold I'm holding on to you I'm hold I'm hold I'm holding on to you