Recent Illusion lyrics

How hard can it be to Have an to keep what everyone has? Out walking the street The beautiful meet They're starting to laugh I know too much I've seen to much I crave too much I'm out of touch My recent illusion Blurred out my conclusion There's no-one for me I can't do it right I can't sleep at night He's all that I see But I want too much Demand too much I crave too much I'm out of touch I aim high, you aim low Oh, ain't that just the way it goes? I see sparks, you see none Had I only quit while it was fun But I seek too much I try too much Think I cry too much I've lost my touch I think I've lost my touch But it was fun