this is my california lyrics

Skin tight Oh won't you see the light And follow up into the night My dream Comes from the pale light of a bright blue screen It was old, it was cold From the song that was sung And my heart made a noise Like an oil drum But everybody's holding me down And it calls again Something lifting you out Of the place that you're in Is a pain, it's about Angels It's a craving not a crime Could you fall for it For the ways of the world It was all that I got From the falling of a dead angel It's a curse and it's a shame This is my California I know it doesn't look like much This is my way to warn you That it will never be enough If you go to California We will not stay in touch I've never been to California And I will keep it as such But everybody's holding you down And it's gone again Something lifting me out Of the place that I'm in Is it tame, let it out Cages It is bursting into life