I Know My Redemption lyrics

Living in a world full of illusions Trying to keep my head out of the confusion Lamenting for all the days that I live And all the hate I feel makes me tremble and cry I will live like the others Occulting my bloodlust I just wanted to stop existing And blast the world All the agony never ends I need to go beyond life Actually I know my redemption I didn't wait for my own demise I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end Hiding behind a lot of roles I didn't want to play But I couldn't do any of this any other way I have worked on many things in this life And yet inside me, it keeps turning to ice I will live like the others Occulting my bloodlust I just wanted to stop existing And blast the world All the agony never ends I need to go beyond life Actually I know my redemption I didn't wait for my own demise I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end Pain is living inside of me I will go beyond the flesh I really know my redemption Now I will feel realized I want to go deeper and take you all with me to Now I will feel realized I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end