Apocryphal heart lyrics

I feel my own mind fall to pieces Relics of my past life, a thousand burning specters Isolating my grief, caustic virus of my dark decades The voice of confusion may change the end... I keep neglecting my damn present Amid a thousand shadows of dark walls My disdain pleases my lifeless soul Some kind of peace in me, the calm of the unsubstantial I sense the sorrow deep in my veins The pain of martyrs immolated Under my skin, my mistakes consume me The best of me is gone all the same The voice of confusion may change the end Losing all sense of reality Listening to my apocryphal heart