Pressure, Pt. 1 lyrics

Tears are falling from under my skin No one knows what's hidden in I'm happy, I smile at you I think I'm lying to me too But the truth is that I never forget what's going on inside my head I know better days are coming But shouldn't I do something? I still seek who I am I'm trying to be who I know I'm supposed to be But this ain't me right now I'm attracted to things I thought would go away I need to get over it, I need to clean my mind I need to improve myself, I ned to be better I need to be more productive, I need to do more But all I can think right now is What's going on? I don't know But I know better days are coming I still seek who I am I'm trying to be who I know I'm supposed to be But this ain't me right now I'm doing all I can To be accepted by everybody But doing this I lost myself and Even I don't accept me anymore I still seek who I am I'm trying to be who I know I'm supposed to be But this ain't me right now