Goodbye lyrics

I understand that there must be pain It's designed to illuminate the joy Cos, all of life needs the darkest rain To love you, I never had a choice Civility needs itself to live I know that you would let it die The self-obsessed, only love within Not at the lonely man that you lay beside So I'll say goodbye I really, really, oh, I really did try God knows you've hurt me inside Tonight there's a feeling that I cannot hide Are you glad you've made a grown, You seem proud you've made a grown man cry Waiting for the light I'm so tired, I've gotta keep on Driving through the night To find a home, a peaceful place to call my own My heart has had enough of fighting With the one I love I'm so tired of fighting I don't know if I love you anymore Anymore, no, I don't know if I love you anymore