For The First Time lyrics

Trouble finding without wanting Standing in the light of morning Wanna grab my things and hit the road Must have done it a thousand times All the leaving that would make things right I've gone so far there's nowhere left to go For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I'm what's in the way I never knew when I quit bending I hit the bottom but I keep on digging Now I'm running out of things that take the pain You were standing on a ( ?) Hoping you can believe what I'm saying I was wrong I don't wanna stay the same For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I'm what's in the way I'm what's in the way For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I'm what's in the way I'm what's in the way