Denial lyrics

I just wanted to understand Why be so Why do I have to live Even if I die in the end Days do not want to spend And I got tired of waiting One day I hope to discover And only thus will not need to pretend I'll live Just to live, just to die Just to try to forget At the end Is always equal I'll die I'll die Only to forget, to not live Maybe dead smile I go Of all evil Because after all My order arrived Tell me that this will pass I do not need to suffer So I pretend to forget For you do not worry I want it that way If you do not ask for help is because I do not want to hear And not try to understand me Because even I do not know why And forever I'll live Just to live, just to die Just to try to forget At the end Is always equal I'll die I'll die Only to forget, to not live Maybe dead smile I go Of all evil Because after all My order arrived Loneliness depression Attention Indecision... Its negation