House I Built lyrics

Isn't it lovely Isn't it grand Carefully crafted by these hands I know it isn't stable But I'll still take a chance Look at its beauty Look at its charm This fragile image that I carved I know it isn't able But I'll let it hold my heart You can find me here In this house I built You can find me here In this house I built I have a secret I'm dying to keep I think that I'd rather sit and bleed I know it isn't healthy But I can't give up the key One day when the walls come crashing down And I can't find my own way out Maybe then I will surrender But if you need me now You can find me here In this house I built You can find me here In this house I built Why do I run Why do I hide Why do I turn out all the lights Why so I shut every door And call on every name but yours Why do I try to save myself Why can't I ever cry for help Can you help me now Can you help me now I'm at the end of myself In this house I built