Original lyrics

EN

A full house, and empty smiles There's a hole in every door Did it make us love you more? I hope it felt good so you could let go How close was I to becoming you? Should I try to fit these shoes? I'm just a child Let's see how I fare against your wounds Soon I'll grow And here I am A decade in the making I know this hurts you And just know, it hurts me too No matter what my eyes may say There's a hole in my chest that a blind man couldn't mistake Sometimes eyes can misspeak Excuse me? I didn't quite hear yours You would rather be feared than loved You would rather be feared than loved You would rather be feared than loved Your mistakes still define my life Drink my view of you I guess I'm still just a child And now, all of a sudden, we're happy A picture-perfect family, ignore the lifelong damage to your psyche It's better for everyone if we never talk about it So, wipe your tears and smile like you mean it It hurts so much And I don't want to watch you die So, please, just stop