The Thought I Feared The Most lyrics

If there's a God I need an answer why You faded out Into the sky The thought I feared the most Came crawling over me It got a hold of you And took you far away I want to be with you But I can't reach you there That's why I ask myself Could this be the end? Can't find the words That I need to describe The pain I feel Oh so deep inside Is there something wrong I've done? Have I not done right? If there's a God please answer me why Oh I need an answer why I'm talking to myself in a room