As If You're Here lyrics

So it's just goodbye, my dear friend And it's all I'd give to see you again But it's all I have, this song you'll never hear And it's all I, all I play, and I feel you near As if you're here I play it through the night I play it to deny it I played it loud to fight it But now I play it quiet I substitute what almost was To embrace eventuality Everyone you lose that you can't reproduce And the endings prove to be tough to refuse I tried constant positivity I tried toxic constant positivity No, it really doesn't work for me The illusion proved to be worse than the truth So I play this song to picture you I play it through the night I play it to deny it I played it loud to fight it But now I play it quiet So it's just goodbye now, my dear friend And it's all I'd give to see you again But it's all I have, this song you'll never hear Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near So it's just goodbye now, my dear friend And it's all I'd give to see you again But it's all I have, this song you'll never hear Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near I feel you near, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near I feel you near, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near Play it quiet through the night, I feel you near I feel you near as if you're here