Blunder lyrics

When you know you're good When you know your love is pure When you're doing everything you should But you just can't open the door I've been searching for a while now Thinking that it's time now I'm throw away this pain But ever since I was a child I've had it on my mind I'm dealing with my shame I've been thinking about the ways I blunder And I can't stop wondering if I'm discovering why All I wanna do is scream like thunder Let it out from under But instead I swallow my pride Yeah, instead I swallow my pride No, I know my value is high Instead I swallow my pride See, I've been holding on To the things they said about me But I gotta move on 'Cause this time I'll let myself be free I know that I'm worthy I know I'm deserving I feel it coming in the air I've got to try it No more hiding How you gonna find me if I'm not there? I've been thinking about the ways I blunder And I can't stop wondering if I'm discovering why All I wanna do is scream like thunder Let it out from under But instead I swallow my pride Yeah, instead I swallow my pride No, I know my value is high Instead I swallow my pride I got so much to give Got so much to live I got the time And I go the mind And I got a big heart to win I gotta let myself give in Gain some self-respect within I got to turn around Put my hatred down Toss my fears into the wind I've been thinking about the ways I blunder And I can't stop wondering if I'm discovering why All I wanna do is scream like thunder Let it out from under But instead I swallow my pride Yeah, instead I swallow my pride (I don't wanna swallow my pride) No, I know my value is high ('cause I know I'm worthy of love) Instead I swallow my pride (That's right) (Yeah, that's right)