Recluse lyrics

I've heard advice that anger soon subsides and you go on with your life and gain new insight but inside I'm thinking that just wont suffice. 'Cause I'm sure I'd like to take it back and kill it at the start. Yeah we're going far yeah it's from the heart. Yeah we're taking care of every single one of us. Who do you trust? If we could be recluse and I could inflict a lifetime of abuse, anywhere, I'd be killing you my, anger still persists and it will not desist until I manifest, on you. It will not desist until i manifest. Wouldn't it be swell to test how thin I wear when I remember you.