Control lyrics

I cruise along and think I'm fine I feel the waves and the sunshine I lose myself and feel the tide I feel your presence at my side I feel no rush and think I am glad And yet something still makes me sad I feel it's someone else's stride And I am just along for the ride I could be fine and yet I strive As though I'm tumbling down This endless hole I know I'd like to lead my life Feeling that I'm really in control I will look on as time just flies Content that I never ever might be whole I feel so down and yet would rise But I'm too scared that I might fall I remember the day I tried To remove the thorn in my side I wanted to retain it all I should have known it was your call In the end I got it all Got it all wrong Much too desperate To hang on It was the day I lost it all Lost it all It was the day I lost control Lost control When I lost control When I lost control