A Smile That Does Not Exist lyrics

Isolation The world has kept the chosen ones free Safe from storms that rain down on me The coming winds of catastrophe Face the beast or find no peace Descend into madness (madness) Shattering glass into fragments Locked eyes watch me writhe across the floor Pick up the pieces come back for more In the mirror, a blank stare No one's there, no one cares I pretend that we share A smile that does not exist My obsession With the darkness in my reflection I always see the worst in me Breathe in, breathe out Drown in self-doubt It's always in your head But it's only in your head I'm oblivious of who I am (who I am) All I've known is internally dismembered An unconscious savior Apathetic To a point it's pathetic The memories fade away (fade away) Devouring brighter days In the mirror, a blank stare No one's there, no one cares I pretend that we share A smile that does not exist My obsession With the darkness in my reflection I always see the worst in me Breathe in, breathe out Drown in self-doubt It's always in your head But it's only in your head Defeatist The damage is done but it's back for more Defeatist Meet your defeat You're nothing without me Lay your demons to rest It's only in your head Breathe in, breathe out It's always in your head Breathe in, breathe out But it's only in your head Breathe in, breathe out It's always in your head Breathe in, breathe out But it's only in your head