Abandonment lyrics

I don't know if I'm happy or sad I just know I'm desperate I didn't know it was going to be that hard All I know is that you're gone and I got rid of it This abandonment was happy This is the end This abandonment may have been desperate But finally this is the end I turned around and I'm fine Living from fears but without you everything is fine I don't want your presence anymore You don't control me anymore This abandonment was happy This is the end This abandonment may have been desperate But finally this is the end