Why Me lyrics

I try my best to give my all Still I'm the first one to fall Every step I take feels steep Every promise I try to keep I watch others move ahead While I'm stuck inside my head Doing everything I can Still it slips right through my hands I'm tired of saying it's okay When it's not okay at all How much more am I supposed to take Before I break? Before I fall? Why me? Why does it feel so heavy on me? Why me? Why is it harder just to breathe? I push, I fight, I still can't see What I'm doing wrong What's wrong with me? So tell me honestly Why me? I smile at someone else again I say I'm good, I just pretend Inside I'm screaming at the sky Asking what I did this time Every door just barely opens Just enough to give me hope Then it shuts before I reach It leaves me standing there alone Maybe I'm not weak Maybe just tired And maybe I'm not lost Just constantly rewired But some nights I still ask why With tears I never let them see If I'm giving everything Why does it come back to me? Why me? Why am I fighting silently? Why me? Why does this follow me? I won't quit, but honestly Sometimes it's too much for me Still I whisper quietly Why me? Maybe I was built to lose To wear the cracks as all I choose Maybe I'm the last in line While everybody else gets turns I'm so tired of being strong When it feels like I don't belong If this is who I'm meant to be Why does it hurt so much in me?