Why Must It Be This Way lyrics

I've been thinking about life I've been thinking about myself I tried to find an outlet But did not And I believed in my self So why did I make a mistake, why? Why must it be this way Is not giving up but to run away from me What happened here Is not giving up but to run away from me Run away from me Is not giving up but to run away from me What happened here Is not giving up but to run away from me Run away from me