Love My Life lyrics

Trying hard not to flee Just to be the best that I can be But guilt, she wears me like a skin Wearing strangers clothes I tried to hide A portrait of my fallen pride Yo keep you out and keep my feelings in Loneliness belongs to me And being blind is how I see How I wish that you could see this too I love my life But I loved it more when you were standing right by my side I can't take much more tonight And I am always running scared The things you said I never heard You soared the highs while I lurched down below You showed me faith and held my hand This I couldn't understand Had to force you out, make you go I love my life But I loved it more when you were standing right by my side I can't take much more tonight I love my life Everything that I did was so wrong but it felt so right In the drawing of the night Hush now baby don't you cry Your still the only reason why I dream the dream and love my life again