I Felt Your Shape lyrics

I thought I felt your shape, but I was wrong, Really all I felt was falsely strong. I held on tight, I closed my eyes. It was dumb, I had no sense of your size. It was dumb to hold so tight But last night, on your birthday, in the kitchen, My grip was loose my eyes were open. I felt your shape and heard your breathing, I felt the rise and the fall of your chest. I felt your Fall, Your Winter snows, Your gusty blows, Your lava flow. I felt it all: Your starry night, your lack of light. With limp arms I can feel most of you, I hung around your neck independently, And my loss was overwhelmed by this depth I don't think I ever felt. But I don't know, My nights are cold I remember warmth, I could have sworn I wasn't alone.