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Gorged with questions so I can't decide It's like I've got to get my share just to stay alive Seems so useless trying to make believe Who the hell am I? It's myself I deceive My stomach is full with unbelievable guilt Cannot describe what diverts my will Hungry for the thing that starves my growth I can't say yes, I can't say no Meal of indecision Something I can't digest Eat myself to pieces By punishment, I am possessed No one understands this selfless fear They're blind to what I see so clear With this vision I witness those who die Can't control this raging appetite Torn between pity and greed Rotten muscle my teeth will sink Burdens I'd deny and leave unfed Yet saving myself brings on my own bloodshed Consuming that which consumes me To the point my body's filled Erratically glut like an animal And carelessly escape has spilled Always forced into my throat Never a chance to fast Bloated with a blistering Each bite I pray to be my last Gorged with questions so I can't decide It's like I've got to get my share just to stay alive Seems so useless trying to make believe Who the hell am I? It's myself I deceive Meal of indecision Something I can't digest Eat myself to pieces By punishment, I am possessed