X-Mas Card lyrics

You sent a Christmas card to my parents I get nothing, I get nothing you could have at least sent something mean saying how happy you have been you could have at least sent something cruel to cut out the guessing I had an evil plan to send you a collage of letters that you wrote I didn't I should have at least sent something mean to show how pathetic I have been I should have at least sent something cruel to show how I miss you I've analyzed what this could mean if only it means just one thing