Providence in Cloths lyrics

Here I'm befouled in mine misery As I'm the one you noticed Here I am rotting Silence beholds on whatever I vomit I don’t know if I ever could be more faithless, than I'm now With all the sorrow I gaze into begotten eyes As I drift away I die I can’t save myself from that drifting I can't prevent myself from those sufferings Looking at your mystery Selfless I drift away