Indifferent lyrics

Distraught in deprived thought Within a golden rave I make it a point of being pointless Brainwash it all away Distressed and I detest (distressed and I detest) Vain in a shade of gray (vain in a shade of gray) Telegraphing all of my punches (couldn't fight) Couldn't fight my way out of a cardboard box And in my own small way I make an indifferent, difference I realize I fantasize I apologize (I'm sorry) Crawling under a rock (crawling under a rock) I hold up a white flag (I hold up a white flag) I could of been, (I could of been) I should of been (I should of been) I'm just a has been (I could of been, I should of been) I hold up a white flag (I could of been, I should of been) Responsibility, rationale, religion (I could of been, I should of been) I hold my head down in disgust (indifferent) Distressed and I detest distraught in deprived thought (indifferent) Distraught in a deprived thought