Spreading The Worst lyrics

I can´t read, I can´t follow And I walk in costant sorrow What I earn is what I borrow I don´t care for tomorrow I don´t believe in hunger Don´t believe in thirst What I really need to know Have I been cursed Here I stand alone I´m spreading out the worst Now I walk in the shadow On my way to the gallows Didn´t steal, I just borrowed No one reads, no one follows They don´t need the real me Now I know what´s hunger Now I know what´s thirst Now I really know that I have been cursed Here I stand alone I´m spreading out my worst