Original lyrics

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I need to purify myself Oh, I've rebelled, is it too late To be a better son, who fought a war and won And this war is all inside my head Oh, no, I won't forget All the things I said Do I deserve a friend Should I be trusted I tend to misread the room I tried to be the Sun But I've always been the Moon As I get older Life seems colder I cannot handle this stress I don't seem to progress On how to express How much I actually care I always let me down Look at me Defenseless against my own thoughts Having a meltdown I'm trying Believe me, I'm frightened But sometimes I lose control And I'm back where I started I can't take it anymore I'm not strong enough For this is too hard Might as well give everything up I'm just being dramatic I cannot handle this stress I don't seem to progress On how to express How much I actually care I can't get outside my own head Is it real Is it this bad I cannot handle this stress I don't seem to progress On how to express How much I actually care Doo, doo, doo, doo Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo Doo, doo, doo, doo Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo