I Can't Win lyrics

So here I am I'm driving with headlights off And stuck inside a mess Why can't I scream? I am still in this same position Cause your love I miss (?? Any help there??) I am breathing in the pillowcase I'll run away I'll be somewhere they won't find him I'll go today I guess there's no way I can win You say you cared I say you lied And was that one night worth Saying goodbye How could I stay? I can't believe I let you in I played this game I guess there's no way I can win I can't be strong I still want you as a friend I am not a tom (???) So you won't play me again I'll run away I'll be somewhere they won't find him I'll go today I guess there's no way I can win You say you cared I say you lied And was that one night worth Saying goodbye You and I I trusted you to be the only one In my life And I oh you weren't that You and me I guess you couldn't be the same you used to be Oh yeah I just can't win I'll run away I'll be somewhere they won't find him I'll go today I guess there's no way I can win You say you cared I say you lied And was that one night worth Saying goodbye I can't win x3 X2 No I can't win