Zen Brain lyrics

I'm going from strange to stranger every year i take it back you're panicking i just don't know i really thought i wanted to go but when we're close you look through me just like a ghost i like sleeping i'm only safe when i'm dreaming i need a new heart this one's hollow always scheming you wait for summer and then you wait for winter but there's a total lack of splendor zen brain throw away your crushes all your childhood crutches super brain never scared of nothing violence or loving my way today